What is good and What is bad? What is Right and What is Wrong?

if you feel bad, conclusion is something is Wrong.
if you feel good, conclusion is everything is right.

its so simple! why we need a rule book.

if right thing is giving you bad feel then what?
if wrong thing is giving you good feel then what?

the problem is
we don't feel
we pretend that we have feelings

but we never know what is a good feel
and what is a bad feel.
because that changes 
person to person,
situation to situation,
family to family,
city to city,
state to state,
religion to religion
and country to country,
if something is so versatile 
how can you decide that what gives you the good feels
and what gives you the bad feel.
something you feel good in America will turn bad in India

i accepted the fact that i really don't feel
what i feel is based on the rule book of the family,friends,city state,
 religion etc etc..based on that rule book our parents, friends and teachers have given us the different types of rule book. in India we calls  it sanskaar. or teaching of great great grand father or parents.

I am in the search of Feelings.
I don't want to be judgmental
it happens that something good turns into bad within few seconds for me
so my judgments are also fluid.


when i will start "feeling", i will not be in need of rule book, and judgments.
this society is like,
i don't have an option but to go with these rule books.

when i will feel, that day i will find my nature, true nature .TAO
that day i will know what is good and what is bad, what is wrong what is right.
as i already said
"if you feel bad, conclusion is something is Wrong.
if you feel good, conclusion is everything is right."

but the question is do you really feels?

i think there is two types of feelings
one is artificially made by brain
second is naturally taken from nature

second is very rare to experience as we are always surrounded by the thoughts of others. remember, we do not creates any thoughts, thoughts are borrowed along with the journey of life. thoughts flows and we are just a medium to flow the thoughts.


the one who experienced the second natural feeling need not to be feel artificial things...when child is crying or smiling, i think that is the natural feelings .
but we messes with child brain and we tells them that this is the situation in which the one has to cry and this is the situation the one has to smile. 

these all conditioning is ruining our full system 
we are becoming fake peoples. 

i think when i smiles its just a way my emotions are flowing and when i cries that's the way my emotions are flowing ...the reason behind my smile or tears are artificially explained by my  brain that someone has played with my feelings and i cried lot.

or someone has done extraordinary amazing things to me and i smiled

but the real reason is there is something in the deep. which is triggering these all. there is some kind of energy which wants to comes out and it chosen that situation to comes out as that was the perfect situation to celebrate the tears and smile as per your experiences and conditioning.

its like the water is inside a dam and not allowing to flow and as per the design of dam water manages to find the hole in dam and it comes out...

in reality that energy is celebrating still now in somewhere in your body..that's why you masturbates, but our conditioning is binding it. we are not giving it a chance to comes out. some peoples are binding masturbation and sex too and indulges themselves into greed , ego like kind of things. that is like locking the god living into your body with the chain of ego.

and remember god is more powerful than you. if you will try to make it your slave the day will come the god will transform and transcends to escape from your body.
in that struggle your body will suffer with diseases cancer or lot of things.

we must allow each other to cry , to smile , to become angry, in fact we must help them to go to the peak so that the energy will transform . and let allow  celebration come out.

for me tears and smile both are the time of celebration.
i can see smile in tears and tears in smile. both are two side of same coin.

there will be a day when i will cry or smile .
there will be a day when the dance of nature will touch me.
there will be a day when the true natural feelings will flow.
there will be day i will say the artificial reason created by my brain to cry or smile.
there will be a day when i knew the brain is just an organ like kidney.
through the kidney blood is flowing .. through the brain the thoughts are flowing 


when my body will dance on my own heart beat and my breathing will became the various notes  of music...

i am awaited and letting the nature to do its work through me.
~Thank you~ 

BEING HUMAN . NOT BECOMING a HUMAN. WITHOUT AN EFFORT

When sky is full of Clouds
Sky will submit that to Land and
Rain will Happen.

When Land is Full of River
Earth will submit that to Ocean.

When the human mind is full of knowledge
rain must happen , river must flow.

In order to be empty , to let the new knowledge come.
even these huge creation of god do not hold anything 
we are so small how we can hold it.
knowledge is just a water to flow,

so that u can be empty once again
when there will be need.
The system will pass you the knowledge.
Like when the earth is hot at peak .
in the same moment the formation of clouds are starting.

so that you will get the relief.
but the stress and pleasure is also a cyclic process
you cannot hold a pleasure, you cannot even hold a stress.

earth doesn't do anything to run system
sun doesn't do anything to run system
the things are happening in system.

when things just happens by you. at that moment you became a system and system becomes you.

when you do not celebrate the life and life celebrates the joy just happens by you . 
when you do not love anyone and love just happens by you.

when you don't know the reason behind your acts
that's why the anger is the purest form of emotion, 
because you do not know why you became so angry, that's why you feels regret after being angry.

you loves peoples by an effort,
you read books you learns how to love by your parents,
you watches movies and becomes fan of love

but you hates automatically.

because you do things intentionally
consciously or unconsciously every one knows why they love their girl friend.
if same girl friend becomes male in next morning , will you love her in the same way?, your love was there 

because she was a girl,
or she is beautiful,
or she is having a lot of money.

or by any means will are going to get some benefits.
in the deep roots of your existence there are the intentions.
believe me there is, 
if there is not in tensions your love will be the same in next morning too
i repeat
you do things intentionally
you didn't get yet my point.
IN-TENSION-ONLY

your every ambition , every action , every thing you do creates a tension in your brain.
why you want intentions?
because you are failed to do things you want . now you are playing tricky games with life and peoples to get want you want.

my friend you will fail here once again
because tension of string must be in limit to create a harmony in guitar.
when you became out of tension.

when i say out of tension doesn't means you just go and do nothing,
doing nothing also requires an effort, just like when you are angry , say if you decide to stay calm , my friend you also need effort to do nothing.

out of tension - i mean to say you must allow the system in order to flow the emotions.

the things will happen
you will become angry, at the peak of anger
you will become the softest person of this planet for a second, and the tears will flow in regret.
after that you will become lovely.
may be after that , some days , month , or year later, you can be again angry.
but if you are going to pause this cycle . and start to love or become lovely by effort . you are holding a intention to love.

where there is a love by effort, there will be hate without effort.
where there is success by effort, there will be fall without effort
where there is peace by effort, there will be war without effort
where there is anything by effort, there will be something without effort.


remember newtons third law of motion.
for every action there is always an equal and opposite reaction

effort is absurd
the nature will do things by you .
we are a part of nature. i don't know which part, hand or brain?
but we all are a part of nature.
your hand is a part of your system.
your hand do not slap into someones face
you slap by your hand.
but something is done by your hand if your hand has different intentions which doesn't supports your intentions.

for example like you shot a gun and taken life of someone. 
then you have to go to jail not your hand only . you have to take that hand and visit to the hell. they will refresh your system , and they will try to make you in such a way, that your hand must not lose his rhythm. and you must be that much conscious. at least that much .

just like that
when someone realizes that 
system is doing something by him/her .
he/she is out of tension.
i do not want to write these long post . i know peoples are not going to read these things. but as i experienced that doing nothing also requires an effort.. do not writing these experience can break my harmony.

something is making me to write these things.
peoples are calling me mad . but believe me 
i do not want you to read this
because
IT IS HIGHLY POISONOUS.
o my god you read full?!!!!!
i want you to save you,
i want to pray for you
but i will not pray for you .
my faith will fall on you
only 
if prayer will fall on you by me.
i not going to do anything for you.
but something is going to happen with you by me.
THANK YOU

EGO

well it is the signature of Existence or in modern language i must say, it is the signature or a indication, towards matter from antimatter.
first i must clear that
if a energy falls on you there is three things you can do with that energy
1- absorb(doesnt allow to pass but keeps it)
2- reflect(doesnt allow to pass but throws back)
3- refract (allow it to pass)
ego can be elaborated as
E-Energy
GO- well you all knows that what is "go"
Apart from a joking it is the indication of your presence.
if you are going to transcendence you will be having no more an ego,nor an identity or anything for the proof of your presence or existence.
everything which you are seeing are having a phenomenon of color 
these colors are nothing but 
what they are not accepting from seven colors of sunlight and 
some color are reflected, refracted or absorbed. 
If absorbed you can not see it,(you can see it, when it emitts after being absorbed, what is absorbed)like radium

ego has three ways or i can say it going of energy can be happen majorly via two ways


1-Reflect(what we speaks we doesnt allow or feels disagreement with others words(simply its a judgment))
it is not allowed by you its a disagreement (when someone disagrees you can see ego)and sometime 
such peoples will throws your words, back to you..they willgrabs your words and throws back to you.
whatever is going on. is absurd in such kind of situation,
its an indication about what is not there..no sign about what is there.
but you can prove your presence with this trick.


2- emitt (its a things which is a real truth ) when you keeps the energy process it
and then you release it , or when you uses your knowledge with respect to situation, or a mental state 
of person (you may feel to be silent ) the real understanding happens at this state.
you are closed to enlightened(remember when you emitts you started glowing )it is also not 
yours but you kept it and used it for others.still here peoples can feel your presence.
i am leaving you free to think in this fact. i can even write a book on it .
but there is not enough ego in me to emitt such a great energy. i kept processed
now i released ...now its emptiness inside me..reverse process..to reduce ego

i am emitting my light..i dont know where r u may be its light year away from me
~thank you~

GOOD PEOPLES ARE ETERNAL

Hey guys i m gonna break one myth out here in this World..The Myth is Good peoples doesn't stays forever...where i found the fact is;-
good peoples are here right now with me it was here and it will be forever through the eternity...well may be after eternity too!

SO THE QUESTION IS WHERE IS THE GOOD PEOPLES .?..OHH WELL!! THAT'S THE MOST DIFFICULT TASK TO FIND A GOOD PERSON..

I tried lot to find good person...but then i failed
then I found that the most bad thing in this world is me that's why I am in need of the good one..problem is everyone is finding good person(with a bad heart) to get marry out there..if everyone is seeking a good person, as everyone is having a bad Heart..i am also the bad monster...

but Monster also feels good when they do bad things..

EVEN DEVIL SAYS 
"BEING BAD MAKES ME FEEL GOOD"
why go for long cut good thing is with in you...being bad and then feel good its a waste of time that monster does , that's why monster are of age 110 or 1000 years ...

grab the good things for you directly ... here there is nothing bad , if bad exist it is also to feel good ..

stop finding it out, the gold treasure is inside you and me,,,but i cant see the treasure inside you and you cannot see it inside me.
but you can have a feeling that's its inside you

why not be creative for yourself ? why not i can be a good one so that i can be with my love forever....

i was , i am , and i will be with you my little monster with you.

A Small fiction story of angels and demons

What Do You think ? how does the Devil will look like
How will you identify the devil ?

I think one fact about devil is his face is not ugly,
devil wears a mask of angels and he attracts the peoples with the help of that 
angel mask. may be devil face has a originally as beauty as angels face 
more beautiful than angel.

Devil has developed the art of presentation.
and
Angel doesn't need presentation because angel is already so beautiful that
he thinks telling peoples about her is like invitation to devil.
so angel is happy with in his own being she don't need to tell but when she
is happy the fragrance of happiness automatically spreads around her aura.
at that time, without any kind of medium ,one can directly feel 
the presence of Angels
As
Nobody knows how angel looks, but devil knows it.
devil always makes a presentation to use an image of angel
devil do things . devil has to make presentations to show you how angel looks,
but devil never explores the full knowledge about angel.

As if human knows how angel looks exactly, 
they'll get knowledge about identification,
that's why devil never explores the full knowledge about angel.

devil wants to enter inside humans that's why they uses good image to reach into 
the human heart through eyes.

by making such a beautiful presentation since from the beginning of time
he made humans as his slaves by giving them the perception of angel. 
devil locked the human heart through the chain of perception.

when angels got the news that human heart is locked by the chain of perception
and as their is no way to enter into human heart they created a small monsters to
make friendship with devils and make a bridge and maintain balance in human body.
these small monsters are
greed, infatuation, sex, anger and jealously well that was small monsters they all came in 
an egg of EGO.so that they can apply pressure to break the chain of perception.
their duty was to come inside heart and explode the energy so that the chain will get break. and once the chain is broken the monster leaves the heart behind and go into somewhere else.

they sent a monster in the devils land 
and when that small monster get promoted into human heart
they made a dysfunction phenomenon so that human will scream to god for help,
devil was thinking that these monsters are the best devils,
but they was a bridge between angels and devils. and these was the working guys
to bring harmony and music in human life.

all Humans started running behind these all small monsters who was very beautiful,
some ran to chase, it some ran to grab it,
as first time they was very crazy as they got stimulated by angel's monster.
and it increased the heatbeats of humans, by such a kind of trick angels got the
human heart once again, and after then they created book of gods ,
so that when human will scream from pain they will break a chain of perception
by reading the book of god.

Every book of god is to get out of perception,
to get out of your brain and feel the smell of rose , instead of naming the smell.
the monster devils is good they will lead you to the book of god and
that book will help you to get rid from perception.

And then you can have a harmony and balance. 
even angel had compromised their beauty by creating these monsters,
angels were😯 so much beautiful that human perceptions are not able to
recieve it, hence they dropped some of their beauty, to get inside the human heart

hence they reduced their quality so that it can come upto human perception.
but still it was at the peak 
peak of stimulation in human body.

if devils can use angels face
angels can also uses the devils face.

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TAO TE CHING

Chapter Two




As soon as beauty is known by the world as beautiful,
it becomes ugly.
As soon as virtue is being known as something good,
it becomes evil.
Therefore being and non-being give birth to each other.
Difficult and easy accomplish each other.
Long and short form each other.
High and low distinguish each other.
Sound and tone harmonize each other Before and after follow each other as a sequence.
Realizing this,
the saint performs effortlessly according to the natural Way without personal desire,
and practices the wordless teaching thru one’s deeds.
The saint inspires the vitality of all lives, without holding back.
He nurtures all beings with no wish to take possession of.
He devotes all his energy but has no intention to hold on to the merit.
When success is achieved, he seeks no recognition.
Because he does not claim for the credit, hence shall not lose it.  

Tao Te Ching

Chapter One

Tao (The Way) that can be spoken of is not the Constant Tao’
The name that can be named is not a Constant Name.
Nameless, is the origin of Heaven and Earth;
The named is the Mother of all things.
Thus, the constant void enables one to observe the true essence.
The constant being enables one to see the outward manifestations.
These two come paired from the same origin.
But when the essence is manifested,
It has a different name.
This same origin is called “The Profound Mystery.” As profound the mystery as It can be,
It is the Gate to the essence of all life.